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Thing I didn't say.There are plenty of things I wish I said;
plenty of things I wish I hadn't.
But that doesn't change the past,
all can do is learn from my mistakes.
I ought to learn that there are things that shouldn't be said.
And then there are things that need to be screamed.
From past mistakes and hurtful place;
from all the mean people and hateful words;
from the pain in my heart and scars on my soul.
I know now, what I should have said.
I should have said that i wasn't okay.
[because i wind up pushing everyone away
and f a l l i n g too deep to save myself.]
I should have said no to him,
[because all he did was cause me misery,
and planted a horrid version of men in head.]
I should have said that can't help always you.
[because i have my own problems to solve,
and i can't always be here for you, i need to be there for myself]
I should have said it earlier, not denied.
[because maybe it wouldn't have been so hard to get back up
and maybe i wouldn't be the way i am; maybe i
The Parlour IncidentOne day in July, I believe it was, I found myself sitting with several acquaintances in Christopher's parlour. It was one of those deliciously lazy afternoons which only the summer in her full glory can bring. The room had a wan, listless light to it, relaxing the other guests and myself as we languidly chatted over tea and crumpets. The air was also sluggishly heavy, dulling the senses to a slowly-blended calm engendered by the heat of St. Othniel's southerly climate.
At length, after much stimulating conversation, Christopher stood, producing a book of sheet music.
"What do you all say to a bit of music?" he asked.
"Certainly," I answered.
"Oh yes, please do darling!" Tabitha exclaimed, "he's quite the maestro."
Christopher laughed, shaking his head.
"Now, now love, I'd not go that far."
He strode over to the piano as the other guests urged him on. Ida entered the room bearing a merrily steaming teapot and more crumpets.
"More tea sirs?" she inquired, shooting sideways glances at her
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